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Schoolwork is already kicking my butt...and it's barely the second week. Why am I such a terrible student? At least now I've got one of my four books in my hands; points for that.

And on top of that, I really just don't feel well. Off to read about world religions now...and wait for an email.
 
 
 
 
 
 
I am so angry. Really, so angry I don't know what to do. I don't know who to turn to, or what to do anymore.
 
 
 
 
 
 

I'm so freaking confused. 

I'm really getting tired of being riddled with anxiety and uncertainty. Really.

I don't even know why I am posting this.

 
 
 
 
 
 

My new AIM screen name is SailAwayMayday.  Send me a message if you want.

 
 
 
 
 
 
I feel very content right now.
 
 
 
 
 
 

I hate crying.

I hate crying over people who don't deserve it even more.

 
 
 
 
 
 

Anyone else think it really sucks when your "friends" decide to treat you like crap?

 
 
 
 
 
 
I cannot stop crying. And I can't believe this has happened.

Murder really sucks.

I will update more in depth later. For now, I need to seek out some headache pills, and someone to cry to.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 I am seriously about to blow up.

I have two weeks worth of Algebra homework that is due on Thursday because I will be going on the stupid cruise on Friday. Plus, I have massive amounts of French work due by Thrusday as well, then all the lovely French work I have to do while I'm on the bloody ship. And I have a music project due, also on Thursday that is not only a paper but also an oral report. I have to also find time to write a 6-8 page research paper, and get a research-y exercise into my Engish professor by Friday morning.

My stomach hurts so bad today for some reason; I can't focus on anything, especially with all the stuff I have to do.

I have laundry I should be doing right now.

I have maths tutoring that I have to go to tonight, Tuesday, and Wednesday night.

Then, I have a Hebrew tutoring session on Wednesday, and I haven't had as much time as I would like to look over the stuff.

Thursday night, I have my Intro to Judaism class, in which we're talking about death (my freaking favourite topic) and in which I also have massive amounts of homework due, including a journal entry..I suck at journal entries. Plus, I will have to miss services at THOI on Friday this week, because I'll be on the bloody Atlantic Ocean.

I want to freak out...or at the very least, take massive amounts of sleeping pills, so I can not be conscious for a little while.

And P.S. I found out that Melind is really lame again, and that means that she will have to be put down if she doesn't improve. I really don't want to be burying my horse when I go home for Thanksgiving break.

(I am going off to throw myself a pity party now)
 
 
 
 
 
 
I am so fucking tired of being disappointed in people.

Fuck.